August 25: Starting Over Again
Because of some noob mistake, and terrible luck, all my files from my main art pc have been wiped out clean. That includes 2 years worth of art, my concept sketches and even an unfinished reference sheet among other things. I'm numb. I can't even cry. In fact, I don't feel anything at all. It's like my system just shut off and lost all fucks to be given. I may or may not redesign and/or redo most of the things I've been working on, especially on Liangchen who is supposed to be a part of my portfolio. Her weapon, turnaround, and even her Strikeforce forme are lost in the depths of my dumbass HDD. It's... tragic.
I don't even know why I'm posting this. But some commissions I might have saved, as well as gifts are all gone unless my recovery program managed to salvage it.
I don't know. All I feel right now is to just redo everything at a better quality since that's what I always do. Don't you all ever forget to backup your files, guys. You never know when it'll be a crucial moment. Even if they're stupid sketches, they deserve a backup. I'm at loss.
I might not be around for a couple of days. I'll drown myself with work and try setting this pc up for better performance. I may have abused it a while back, and that's what saddens me.
August 7: DID KOEI JUST--
OMFG--It has come to my attention that Koei just featured this on their official page:
As honored as I am, I am deeply deeply
embarrassed that y'all fans gotta see my trash like this oh dear christ and now people are thinking she's a new character and I'm NOPE SHE IS NOT SHE IS MY CHARACTER
I SWEAR TO THE LORDS IN HEAVEN THIS IS ALL FOR THE FUN OF IT I AM IN NO WAY DOING OFFICIAL STUFF omg ///////////// But thank you for featuring this, Koei! I mean please focus on how handsome Zhao Yun is in his white changshan and disregard the OC I made up for him //// I'm so shaky right now I can't even-- 8)))